Friday, June 24th, 2005
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7:39 pm - ...
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i havent written in here in a long time!...WOHA!..like always. tuesday was my bday and vanessa, amanda, cirstal, and michelle came over. we ate and talked for a while then headed to cassies cuz they had bought sum alcohlic beverages...hahaha..well i got soooo FUCKED up!...it was soo tite! everyone was gettin all faded...eddie, matt, gio, cassie, tiff, stph, and sum other ppl were there. i love them:D...newho...they told me that they were gonna have sumtin for me on thursday. i was all koo!!...well then yesterday (thursday) we all headed to cassies...OMG!!!!!...it was sooo much fucking FUN!!...i havent had that much fun in forever!! we got 3 20 packs of beer, 2 bottles of vodka, and sum other shit. everyone was sooooo fucked up! i stayed sober! idk y!!...wtf!...haha...i was takin care of everyone. joseph was yacking everywhere!...i was all cleanin his shit! hahaha omg then eddie, viv and cas were dnacin on top of cassies table and broke it! hahaha that was hilarious! tiff was all passed out on the couch! lol then juan and sum other guys that were there were all tryin to freak me! ahhhhh! that was hella fun! sum guy kept askin me if i was a lesbian! haha! i was all NO!! then steph, drea, and tina got there...damn they're crazy! steph was all dancin on top of tiff all crazy! hahaha then jesse and javi call me to go get them at the donut shop. so i go n pick em up in tiffs car:S...after we got back we were there for about an hr then javi and jesse were gonna take me home. well on our way we hear this huge fuckn noise! javis tire popped! omg! i was all laughin but then it was by ivc so i was kinda scared! it was all dark! so then i called ryan to see if he would help us out. he went!!!:D i was all awwww!! i gave em a huge hug! hahaha! then came home and talked to him till bout 3 in the mornin:S...lol...well that was an EXCITING nite! were doin this again! ne one that wants to go just hit me up!:D...tootles!
current mood: crazy current music: B.Y.O.B
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Monday, January 31st, 2005
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7:12 pm - wuts love?!!?!?!?
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how do u when ur in love? the word love is so hard for me to say. i really dont know why. what if troughout ur lifetime u THINK u love someone but in reality ur with the wrong person and u dont even know it?...why do u have to fall in love?...does God really have a path for u?...will he change it through out ur life?...when someone tells me they love me i cant say it back. i dont think ill say it till i really mean it. i feel bad for not sayin it back but wut can i do?...i cant force myselfe.:(...what if u have met the love of ur life already and u dont even bother to notice it?...i hope God will help me in this whole love thing. i think im strong when it comes to a the whole relationship thing. but when it comes to a break up or heart broken, God im so weak!!!...but as they say "wutever doesnt kill u, makes u stronger." well thats it for now tootle noodle
current mood: curious current music: techno
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Sunday, October 31st, 2004
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10:42 pm - halloween in SD!:D
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well i had lots of fun this weekend!(HALLOWEEN)...i hung out with diana and hannah!...they're lots of fun!...i met more ppl from sd this weekend!...WHOA!...they're really awesome!...i wanna move up her and hang out with them:D...on friday that i got here we just fell asleep cuz i got here pretty late...then saturday we woke up really early to go to the mall...spent a few hours shopping then came home got dressed to go to downtown san diego with hannah, joel, christal, diana, brian and i:)...we saw a lot of weird ppl!...haha...that was funny...after that we went to sum party sumwhere here in sd...well like we got there and the ppl were pretty kewl!...i met steven, eddie, and well i had met andy and jp last time i came!...they're all funny!...haha...then they were all forcing me to hit the beerbong!!:O...ive never done that before(A)...i was all scared hahh!...so like when i was about to do it...the thing where u turn it so that the beer would come out wouldnt turn!!...haha...then andy came and accidently broke it!...lol...that was funny!...so then steven just hit it afterwards:p...i just took sup jack daniels shots:P...omg!...hannah got drunk!...that was hilarious:P...then we just came home cuz hannah got mad at joel:(...but i had a great time!...then today we got ready pretty early....i was a nymth fairy thingy...hannah was a butterfly...and diana was a cat!...we looked sooo kewl!...haha...we started giving out candies to the trick or treaters...whoa!...they were soo cute!:D...then we went to starbucks and got sum coffee b4 we went to sum party...well then joel calls us and told us to meet him at 711 cuz we were going to that party...well like we get there and it looked pretty lame...but we stayed...then later on it got pretty fun!!!...ahahha....me and hannah started drinking...WHOA...that felt good cuz i hadnt drank in a long time|:(...lol...omg then i started talking to eddie!!...hes like the kewlest guy ive ever met!!!...i was kinda buzzing already and like i wanted to go home so hes all "ill walk u down stairs"...i was all awww ok!:)...it was funny cuz he was wearing sum pink wig and sum pink sunglasses hahahha!...he looked cute tho!:P...then we met up with diana and brian...and like right before i got into the car eddie asked for my #!!!!...i was all shocked:O...and so i gave it to him...awwww....and he gave me this HUGE hug!!:)...awwww...i wanted to stay!...haha...oh well...then we just came home and started talking...i had a great time with diana and hannah!...i wanna live up here now!!....ppl are soo kewl up here!...ahhhhhhhhh...i hate the valley!..BLAH...oh well:P...i wanna talk to eddie again!...haha...well thats bout it!...tootles:D
current mood: happy current music: mxpx cd
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Thursday, October 7th, 2004
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6:38 pm - ...hmmm...
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i havent updated my journal in a while:S...oh well...lol...well ive had some things...which i dont feel like talkin bout...ummmm well...i like this guy but he has a gf(N):(...sux for me...doesnt it?...lol...hes in love with her...but im happy for them:)...oh well...:P...what can i do?...NOTHING....:P...well newho...yeah....ummm ive been busy with cheer, orchestra, peer court, skewl...all kinds of shit...well at least im busy and i wont think bout ******* all the time....lol...yeah his names remainin annonymous...lol...but thats bout it!...oh yeah me and toria were gonna crash yesterday when we were goin to burgers and beer!...haha...FUNNY!...:P...well im outies....tootles
current mood: sad current music: rufio-above me
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Friday, September 10th, 2004
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10:41 pm - ....nick u made my day!
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k well today was kind of a bad day...first of all i was feelin sick the whole day...specially in chemistry!...i felt like throwin up!:(...then cheer practice was gettin on my nerves cuz we don the same fuckn cheers all the time!!:@...so we all left like at 4!...then i was supposed to go with nick to the football game in imperial but i got in trouble cuz my cell phone bill came out to like $200 bucks:|...well i got in trouble but i still got my phone!...lol...then my mom and i went to go get a pizza and as we were leavin i saw jon edney!...omg!...hes down from NAU...i miss him:(...but newho!...moved on!...lol...then nick calls me to ask wut time i was gonna go to his house and i told em i couldnt go:(....then i got home n ate sum pizza....then my sister in law comes out and we start arguin!...GRR!...so i just go in my room and watch tv...then me and nick started arguin!...ahhh!!...so i just hung up on him and fell asleep...then like around 8 my cell phone rang...it was nick...he told me he was commin over...i was all "ok"...so i got ready n stuff...he was takin forever!...so i called em and asked em wut was takin em so long??...he was all "i had to make a quick stop...dont worry bout it..."...:(...then he got here and when he got off he gave me a strawberries n creme from starbucks:D...and hes all "that was my quick stop"...awww how cute!!!!MUAH!...then we were just hangin out n talkin:D...then he went home:(...lol...well thats bout it!..nick u made my day:D...tootles
current mood: cheerful current music: ashlee simpson cd
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Monday, September 6th, 2004
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9:46 pm - ...
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WHOA...hello!...havent written in here in a while!...well lets see...me and hannah met the hottest guy (chris) in sd...we were goin to sum party and we were supposed to meet at sum guy andy's house and we see this REALLY REALLY HOT guy drive up!...WHOA!...haha...it was great...me and hannah wanted to take a pic with him...so like we all went to in n out and we asked him if we could take a pic with him and hes all "yeah of course!"...we got all wet!..haha...diana and brian were all makin fun of us!...haha...love ya guys!..lol...well skewl is BLAH...its weird...it doesnt feel like skewl...i dont like my classes...:S...i suck at french!...haha...well this friday was our first game...i was so excited to cheer!....it was great!...i was sooo tired!...they kept playin band songs!...whoa!...GRRRRREAT work out tho!...haha...we won!...yay!!...well then afterwards me, toria, chris, tim, n julie went out to eat...it was soooo much fun!...chris and tim r sooo funny!...they were playin trance on 98.3 and they told us to go sumwhere where theres a lot of ppl and bump that music...so we did...omg!...when we got to jack chris and tim got out and started dancin!...it was sooooo funny!!...it was GREAT!...haha...then erick called me to see where i was at cuz he wanted to see me...so i met up with him at jack...he picked me and we cruised for a lil then he brought me home:D...and well i didnt do shit this weekend cuz im sick:(...but i talked to nick!yayers!...lol...were always fightin tho!...haha...were dorks!...newho well theres more shit to write bout but cant member right now...tootles
current mood: crazy current music: mxpx cd
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Wednesday, August 25th, 2004
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10:16 pm - ...
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today was pretty kewl...i started off by goin to cheer practice...afterwards vanessa, gabby, amanda, alyssa, vero, and i went to go get sum jugs from the football players cuz were gonna get gatorade for them!...awww how cute...then i saw that my orchestra teacher was at wilson so like i ran overthere so that she can gimmie my grade so that i can get my 5 credits...whoa!....i got them!...yay:D...then vanessa dropped me off at nicks house...i knocked out when i got there...did sum stuff at central...came home n got ready to go change my schedule...BLAH...went to my moms work then ummm went to jaques and jills...erick called me to see wut i was doin, i told em i was waitin for my mom...he said he was gonna go overthere to say hi!...aww how cute!....haha...then i called my friend vanessa cuz its her bday and she told me she was down here in the valley...whoa!...i went to her house to go say happy bday...then went to ec to pick up a friend went out to eat and well now im home:D...thats bout it tootles
current mood: cheerful current music: 311-all mixed up
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Tuesday, August 24th, 2004
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9:34 pm - ...
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k well today i went to cheer practice:P...then toria, julie, amanda, and i went to starbucks:D....then went to go drop off amanda....toria dropped me off at vanessa's cuz she wanted me to teach her sum of the cheers:S...lol...but newho me and vanessa were talkin for a long time...we had to catch up!...hahaha...then michelle called me and told me that she had colored her hair!...WHOA...we were all surprised cuz shes never done nethin to her hair!...lol...well then michelle went over to show us...then we all headed back to her house cuz she wanted to show us everything she bought for skewl:D...then i went to go get my hair done!...omg i love it!...its GREAT!!...WHOA...alright im gettin too excited now!...hahaha...well then toria picked me up and we headed to central to pick up our schedule...omg im sooo mad my teacher from shs didnt send my grades to central!!....so im missin 5 credits...so until she sends em im gonna be able to get my schedule!...wut a fuckn bitch!...well neway...then tony calls victoria to see if we wanted sum sweet tea's...and well of course he brought of sum!...awww toria has the best bf!...lol...then we left central...went to jack cuz we were starving!...whoa!...then went to my cuzins house and just hung out...and well my mom had the GREATEST idea of goin to jaques n jills at like 8:30pm!...ugh she made me wait for like 45 minutes till she finished workin out!...hahaha...and well now im home talkin to ppl and updatin this dumb journal!...lol...thats bout it tootles
current mood: calm current music: certified Ganstas
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Monday, August 23rd, 2004
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2:40 pm - ...
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this was a pretty kewl weekend...i went up to LA on saturday cuz my mom went to sum concert...and well i just hung out with my cuzins...i went shoppin...:D...but im not done!...goin back to SD this weekend!...neone wanna go!?!?...lol...newho...well i was in LA...till sunday then went to SD to visit my aunt and uncle cuz they got a new house...its nice!...then uhhhh we were just there...LOL...and like around 8 we headed back to HELL CENTRO(N)...BOO...haha...thats bout it...tootles
current mood: blank current music: ashlee simpson-u make me wanna lala
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Sunday, August 22nd, 2004
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1:45 pm - u make me wanna LALA....
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hmmmm i wonder wut she means by "u make me wanna LALA?"....lol...in the kitchen , on the floor?...ill be ur bitch BLAH BLAH BLAH....lol...maybe shes talkin bout sex...who knows!:P...tootlez
current mood: awake current music: brittney spears-toxic
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Saturday, August 21st, 2004
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1:22 am - ..
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today was pretty kewl...eric and chris called me like around 9 in the morning to ask me if i wanted to go to the drive in tnite...all early!...lol...well i said yeah and like around 7 or 8 toria k eric picked me up...then we went to tony's to get him and switch cars...lol...poor tony dislocated his arm!...newho so then we take off to the drive in...then were backin up and patrick and tony were right behind us in their car...we almost crashed into them...lol...patrick is sooo HILARIOUS!...lol..newho...so we get to the drive in and i call karla to see where she was at cuz she told me she was gonna go to the drive in with anthony...love u karla!!!:D...shes sooo kewl!...lol...so then we were watchin the movie and eric was gettin to me cuz he was all down and quiet so i asked wut was wrong....when he looked at me, he was crying!...so then he just told me he was goin for a walk...i went after him cuz i felt bad...then he told me that since one of his good friends past away, he was actin like that...then to top it all off, his friends dad keeps blamin eric for his friends death cuz "supposedly" he never picked up his phone!...wut a fuckn jerk!...now erick thinks its his fault!...i hope he doesnt think like that nemore!...but newho...we werent even watchin the movie cuz me, victoria, and tony were just talkin...lol...so i told them that we should just take off...b4 we left i went over to anthony's truck to say bye to them....ummm i dunno wut they were doin!...lol jk...well then we just left, drove around to c if there was ne parties...but they all looked pretty lame...so we went to sunflower and just chilled there for like 10 minutes...then went to the hay stacks...that was ok...me and toria were tryin to get on top of the stacks and then all of a sudden i started gettin images of the exorcist so i just ran to the car!...hahaha...that was soo funny...after a while it got pretty boring so we just went back to tony's and hung out there for a while...then toria brought me home...now ive been talkin on the phone and been online...well thats bout it...tootles
current mood: cheerful current music: dj jean-the launch
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Sunday, August 15th, 2004
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4:22 pm - ...
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well i havent done much lately but just stay home and take care of my neice!:S...newho well erick M. is down from San Fransisco:D...hes like my best friend!...newho well were gonna hang out today b4 he goes back to SF on monday:(...were gonna be roomates when we graduate:D...haha...were gonna live in SD...;)...newho were gonna go to Tony's and just hang out with sum friends....well thats bout it!...tootles
current mood: cheerful current music: lil flip-sunshine
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Monday, August 9th, 2004
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9:49 pm - bored:S
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well it has been real boring lately!:(...the whole thing with my back sux!...cant do nethin for like 2 weeks!:(....i wanna go out. all ive done is go to the damn hospital everyday so they an check out how my back is doin...go out to eat...then come home...talk on the phone to my friends and *nick*...lol...im gettin a lot of rest tho!...:P...well ne who the doctor said i can cheer by the time we go back to skewl!!WHOA WHOA!!...im soo happy!...i thought he wasnt gonna let me!....that made my day!....newho well thats bout all ive done:S...tootles
current mood: crappy current music: houston-i like that
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Friday, August 6th, 2004
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4:32 pm - ...
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well last night my back was REALLY BAD!...i went to the hospital like around 1 am. i called nick to tell him that i was goin.:)...newho...well i got there and they put me in this room:S..they gave me a shot to calm the pain down:S...then they did sum shit on my back..dont member cuz i was all high on the drug!...lol...newho well after they were done i was ready to go home!...so i got up and everything started goin in circles and i blacked out...next thing all the doctors are around me givin me orange juice and checking my blood pressure!...my mom said that i turned WHITE!...and that my lips were like bluish whitish:S...how scary!...lol...my mom was all crying!...awwww..well then i had to stay there for about another half our...then i felt better...and got ready:S...and they took me out in a wheel chair and came home!...WHOA...i was all SCARED!...i asked the doctor if i was gonna die!...haha...newho well thats bout it!...thx for makin it better for me nick!...tootles
current mood: crappy current music: sunshine
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Wednesday, August 4th, 2004
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3:58 pm - ....
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omg!...wtf am i thinkin?!!!??!...i was gettin ready to go to cheer practice today...it was like 5:45am.:|...i go into the restroom to brush my teeth and i put my cell phone next to the sink...and when i was done brushin my teeth i got sum tissue to remove sum mascara that i had on...when i was done i threw it in the toilet and flushed it and then i got my cell and it fell outa my hand and fell in the toilet!...ahhh!....it was still fluching...and well my cell went bye bye!!!:(!!...i was all crying!...haha...but i ordered another one...ima get it on monday!...aww man that sucked!...haha...newho well ummm right now im talkin to nick!...:P...thats bout it...tootles
current mood: numb current music: 311-love song
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Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004
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6:46 pm - ....
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well ive had a GREAT week!...most of the time ive been talkin to nick!...lol...and hangin out with my buds...ummm i went to cheer camp this weekend!...WHOA...it was GREAT!....we did lots of things!...we got all the awards!...it was REALLY nice!....after we would finish practicing we would go back to our dorms and eat and just hang out!...then night time would come n we would play games and just talk...then b4 we would go to sleep everyone would be on the phone!...haha..that was funny...most of the time i was talkin to nick...:P...newho...ummm my back is still bein all gay...finally i went to the doctor!...he gave me vicadin!:|...cheese n rice man!...lol...newho well thats mostly wut i did!...tootles
current mood: cheerful
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Tuesday, July 27th, 2004
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10:28 pm - mom n daughter day!
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well today was a really kewl day!...i spent all day with my mom!...WHOA!..it was really kewl...we went shopping, out to eat, and went to go get her new phone...it was nice cuz we talked bout a lot of things...i didnt know she was that kewl!...lol...love ya mommy...man she got a kewl phone!...it has a camera, video camera, speaker!...wut the shit!!...lol...oh well...ima get a new one next week:D...newho well it was a really kewl day!...tootles
current mood: cheerful current music: usher-confessions
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Monday, July 26th, 2004
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8:29 pm - today....
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this is what i did all day: -woke up at 12 -watched tv -txt ppl -got online -talk to victoria -online again GAY!!!
current mood: bored current music: MUTE
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Sunday, July 25th, 2004
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4:45 pm - time to go home!:(
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k well this weekend was great!...i spent a lot of time with diana...shes really fun!!...WOOWOO!...newho well today we pretty much just stayed home and watched tv n stuff...we ate like around 4 and now im gettin ready to go home!:(...i wanna stay cuz there is always sumtin to do here in SD...and in the valley u have to stay home all day cuz its sooo damn hot!...and then at night there's nuttin to do!...GRRR....newho..well im commin up to SD next weekend for cheer camp!...WOOHOO!!!...cant wait for that!...well thats it!...thx for everything diana!...i had a great time with u and brian!...oh yeah and ANDY!!...hahaha...tootles!
current mood: calm current music: The Cure-ill stop the world
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1:50 pm - the zoo!:D
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 christal, diana, and i takin a pic infront of the flamingos!!
 diana and me sittin on the hippo!;)
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